We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Kimah Elenu Su'ati Bahlu

by BLACK:I

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      €9 EUR  or more

     

1.
Xul Khan Esh 10:22
Standing among ruins in absolute zero Time is erasing the delusive circles in the dust Serenity is fading, wounded, warmth is fading by its side Leaving only emptiness and pain And with flames of hatred I scorched the earth upon which I fed Melting every piece of hope left before me Tearing me apart with every single breath My hands buried in the ashes, the serpent's venomous fangs sink even deeper And the pain deserts me, even though I try to hold it back Nihil invenio nisi ruinas ubi omnis spes dissolvit Et denigravi lumen, quod conscios inluminat gradus Will I find anything but ruins where all hope dissolves And I blackened the light which enlights the conscious steps of I And behold, the stone can bleed as well I reached so far that I lost myself and now I rove My path and destination remain hidden and unseen I wander through endless apathy, my blood is soaking it with hatred The wind casts away the ashes of my soul and breathlessness chokes again ---Et nunquam claudant oculi mei, ne maledicantur in aeterna caecitate et tamen dolori ideo vivo, memoriae meae favillae testor; quomodo demergant in hoc antiquo sanguine meo Brachia tendo ad dignitatem--- dignity needed to carry my strength But instead of power, smoke I reach, burning, suffocating smoke The voice of fire dumbs me, evil fire, toxic, blue Beyond the landscapes of rancor lurks a desolate land et horrores delictorum meorum puniunt me et venena eorum conspuunt in faciem meam His ego me opponam, sed qui fugiam aut vincam But who is woundng and what oozes from the stone that bleeds again And my wisdom vapours as the reverse dissolving of the gold in sulphur In life's melting breath, in death's cradle But my sight presses on and I recognize the sunset, though a sunset colourless and grey / void of colour Trough the monochrome scorned landscape the salamander creeps in fire so it can resurrect the phoenix from the ashes Sed qui vulnerat, et quod ex saxo adhuc sanguinante manat? Et nebulat sapientiam meam sicut e contrario dissolutio auri in sulphure In vitae flatu, in cunabulis mortis Sed urget visus meus et occasum agnosco, solis occasum sine colore et griseo, colore carens Alveus monochrome contempta topiarum salamandra igne serpit ut phoenix ex cinere resurrecturus And the fire spils the water, and the stone is bleeding in flames When was I abandoned by divinity shall fire ever be tamed Show me a clue, reveal thy path to me, I listen to the wind, I am led by the water The elemental fire I internalize, enchaining it in my cold heart XUL KHAN ESH
2.
In a never-ending race with time, this race I've lost before its dawn The colours of persistence are running pale Dimming the sunshine of the spotless thought Driven by inertia I found myself on the path I've longed a destination once craved, but now forgotten Momentum deprives me of my ability to observe my surroundings, to enjoy the outer world And everything is and was so beautiful, colorful, warm But now all is a palette blurred and mashed and the contrast of colours I am unable to grasp Ultuulla, Zikru, Sagkal Still I've burned once already and I'm fearless before your hell I shall consume your vital fire, next your ashes I enclose with stones the circle of eternal fire Wrapped in static I am numbed in this endless stream of time I sense the stone's cold embrace But yet this stone I've seen already It shines exposed to sunlight and under moonlight it screams It screams voiceless, it deafens, synchronously it chants it whispers and it speaks And reminds me with its speech timelessness to summon Timelessness emitting time But also reason it demands in order to explain And I witness how the seed of Oak is growing in seconds seconds lasting longer than years, condensed in a moment, stretching through the ages I entreat to find this window while the window for the eyes is sealed But it's revealed before wisdom, knowledge and will through it the truth of moonlight sees If only I could take a glimpse in time that is to come To see where my path leads and where I will take the fall Whether I will rise and press on But the mighty Owl of wisdom awakes in the crown of the Ancient Oak And its spread wings shall veil the light empowered by the sun And its massive wings of justice give me back my sight And I see the window shatter between the Owl of wisdom and myself And towards the sunset the Owl is fading Sunset in a sky pierced by the light of stars
3.
SITTU ASAR MU The prodigal reflection of mine, I witness, reflection reasonless and souless reflection denseless, empty, chaotic rippled by the memory of the stale water Silvery reflection, foggy and deceiving Simulating fleshless life but the essence of the reason it has never reached The reason for its own existance, for the evanescent path of its And the depths below, they lurk, inquire muddy depths of darkness But the reflection of mine denies each ray of light each glimpse of hope and sorrow, instinct or emotion Et oblivio est eorum quae in profundo latent et oblivio est suae potentiae Et Oblivio cavae voces ima sub Urget me transire reflexionem meam et eam delere, nisi sine tacito inaniter relicto The moon reflects the vicious golden light The yellowing of silver without the touch of flames The peacock's tail blooms at sunrise The speech of every color imprisons me in its grey stare And the wind is dancing on the ceiling of the endless depths Dance sinless, weightless and unbound And the wind is gently touching my reflection full of sadness Wispering and caressing my image with the cloudy gifts of sky Aqua autem, tam congelatio quam fervens, simpliciter reflectitur Et non curat doesnt quorum anima est in eo reflectitur Et nescit quod oculi mei observationem meam observant universum aquae colligentes universitas tam magna quam lacrima.
4.
Embraced by the souless dark vacuum The monumental granite giants chant with their ancient mystic voice Spilling the echo through the valleys full of darknesss Oculi ad videndum, aures ad audiendum (Eyes to see, ears to hear) Let the philosopher learn to dwell in a paintless realm, void of landscapes Void of tears, colours and beauty Blinded by the present and the omens let his empty stare entangle in the roots of past Let the cloud eclipse the lunar light And let him use vibrations instead of paint Synthesizing colours from the sonic palette And let the wind spread the coventant into eternity Clouds are fading like memory of beauty The wind is slowing down The light slowly creeps through the valleys and absorbs the darkness Surdus Nisme Nuru the granite song has been sung AInu Nara Kerum whispers silenced by the rivers And even starless the magic sky is full of tales And no one else can tell what the cosmic void contains DANNU BATILT USMI What will the time reveal ANSHAR ZUMRU RABI Future dethrone the past How does one reach the celestial mind in seek of knowledge and reason? But there's no one to give an answer, nor direction, meaning or destiny And the shapless sky beyond all form is somehow omniscient and speaks Wordless yet bringing clarity with sonic landscapes Time is buried in the purified soil All motion is paralyzed, all rivers frozen in a moment The valley has lost the wind's caress Surdus Nisme Nuru the granite song has been sung DANNU BATILT USMI What will the time reveal And even starless the magic sky is full of tales And no one else can tell what the cosmic void contains SALMU UDI UTTU the granite song has been sung AInu Nara Kerum whispers silenced by the rivers The wind scatters the clouds, draining out the warmth, it fills the atmosphere with its breath The crystal space reveals the stars
5.
Teach me how to see, so that I can stare into nothingness before me so that i can stare into burning light Read Me Invoke the creation of matter within the core of my void and bring into this vacuum the warm breath of seclusion plant the seeds of disbelief in me so they can grow the fruit of my rebirth And Im reborn iron instead of golden Rusty, but righteous and truthful Describe to me the sunrise Introduce me to the peacock chasing every sheaf of light with his every feather of colours unseen colours of magic radiating different in every eye and with the look of thirst i seek the burning sphere in the sky But it hides from me ,avoids me and only spots of lunar delusion i see Here i find the scars ive left in earth so they remind me to hide from the silver light that every honest judgement purifies however something pushes me towards it and i spread my arms, scarred and skinned and im ready to uproot my yellow heart i deny reality and truth and depict the world whith the pigment of my soul pigment made of colours that Ive never seen no one here who I can ask, no one to perceive the picture that I paint the feeling and the sight No one to enjoy a picture lacking shades of emptiness and pain however can i stream vibration unlike the one enslaving me I need to stop lookingn in that mirror beyond which lies the crystal soul of sky yet again I stare in its depts with hope to find this burning sphere but now up there neither moon nor the sun nor the stars appear The ambassador Mercurius hopelessly approaches why am I forsakend banished buried in the cold and souless soil i carve new wounds the old ive torn apart my hands are bathing in the nether blood of mine I paint the eyes that look ahead and I crave to see what they see Kimah elenu su'ati bahlu

about

All Music and lyrics written and produced by Black:I

Kimah elenu su'ati bahlu

1. Xul, Kan, Esh
2. Ultuulla, Zikru, Sagkal
3. Sittu, Asar, Mu
4. Salmu, Udi , Utu
5. Asu, Libbu, Nanna

credits

released April 10, 2023

All music and lyrics written and produced by Black:I

I - Raging the sharp harps ov the gods
V - Drums ov immortality, holding the four chains ov misanthropy, sinister growls and soul reaping screams
Q - Tortured shouts, occult chants, choirs ov melancholy, strings ov mayhem
S - The vital pulse and marching rythm

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

BLACK:I Sofia, Bulgaria

contact / help

Contact BLACK:I

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like BLACK:I, you may also like: